I want to spend one whole day with you. Just you. One day of crazy adventures, random conversations— just getting to know each other better. Then it’d be nice to end the day cuddling, with you in my arms.

because I don’t want to lose you. But I guess being overprotective might just push you away. So I’ll just worry about you lowkey.

Judge me. Make assumptions. Talk shit about me. Because in the end I’m the one who doesn’t give a shit while you’re always bringing me up as if I’m so important to you.

Why is it that majority of girls are so dramatic? They make everything such a big deal. When you get on their bad side or if they’re mad at you, they’ll turn everyone against you and talk behind your back. This is the reason why I prefer hanging out with my guy friends rather than hang out with girls. Guys are much more simple. They can care less about drama and everything else. I say they’re more trustworthy and fun to hang out with than the girls I know.

I realized that majority of people just want to know my problems and do nothing about it or they simply don’t know what to do. At the same time, I don’t know who I can trust anymore. So I’d rather keep it to myself and resolve my own problems. It’s better off that way because most people wouldn’t understand my situation.

Have you ever come to the conclusion that maybe its because some have lost hope? You have your mind set on these pessimistic thoughts. If you live your life thinking you won’t be happy again, then you won’t. You have to be productive and believe you can be happy again. Have that open minded mentality and positive mind set. Whatever it is, do the things that make you happy and surround yourself with people that give off good vibes.

I feel as if I am better off on my own rather than being dependent on others. When you depend on others, you have many expectations for them—which consequently leads to disappointments. I constantly anticipate that there will be someone to comfort and sympathize me when I am feeling temporarily disconsolate. I tend to neglect many that say ‘they’ll be there when I’m in need.’ Mainly because the way I perceive it is that their words are just an act of kindness and most people are unreliable. I like to believe that there are many people in my life whom are trustworthy. When in reality, there is no one to confide in.

I don’t care who you are. If you don’t respect me, I won’t respect you. Just because you’re older than me doesn’t mean I need to show you some respect. You don’t have the right to insult me and expect me to show you some respect. I have too much self-respect to tolerate anyone disrespecting me.

The moment where you both coincidentally turn and look at each other for the longest time in silence. It’s not an awkward silence but it’s as if you both are ‘treasuring the moment.’ Where you both have a smile on your face and many thoughts constantly run through your head, as you two are gazing into each others eyes. That moment where you can’t turn away and can’t help but smile and have this all around good feeling inside.